Update: AWESOME DAY! :D

Today has been such an awesome day! We spent all day with his daddy and it was amazing! Jayden had school this morning so his daddy and I had some alone time which was even better! We haven't had alone time to ourselves in such a long time that it felt great! :) Airshow tonight and I am hoping that we will be going to it unless he intends to fall asleep before he gets back from the store with pa and granny! He was so good at school today! As I dropped him off at school he didn't even cry he said "Bye Mom!" it made me sad knowing that he's there and I had to walk away! I'm glad though that he's finally getting use to it! He has his first project that is due Monday! He's going to be learning so much more in school and I'm very excited for him! After school he gets excited to see me when I pick him up and when he has something to show me he's so happy! Today he enjoyed having his father there when we picked him up! He loved spending the whole day with him! I'm hoping that we have more days like this because he and I both miss and love his daddy very much!

★ I love you Jayden! No matter what we will always be there for you! We are proud parents and I know that as of right now everything is a mess, but I can tell you that it will get better! Everyone makes mistakes, but at the end we all learn from them! I know for sure that I have learned my lesson and I'm proud of myself for how much I have grown up! You will learn everything as you get older! We love you so much with all of our hearts! You are our pide and joy! Our little precious angel who will always be our little baby no matter what! ★

He is my world and no matter what happens I will always be there for him! I know life may be hard for him as he gets older with having the velo-cardio-facial syndrome, but he will always have family and friends by his side to protect him. He will also learn to stand up for himself as well. I am so proud of him for how much he has grown in life! He is a happy kid no matter what, but he's even happier when he is around his father! When we are all together he is a total different child! I feel so bad that this has happen to us and wish that there was a way to fix everything, but I can't! I know though that he will be alright. Like I said we all make mistakes in life and learn from them as we go along!

Well, I would really wish that people who vie my page at least give me some feedback on my stories. I knwo that they aren't the best, but I'm trying to be a better writer. My son is important to us and we love him! This is all about him and us as a family! We may not be together as of right now, but soon hopefully everything will be alright at the end! You mean the world to us! You always put a smile on our face and always have tons of laughter! :)

We love you Jayden! ★

Here is his first project that he brought home from school. Jayden was very excited to show his pictures to me when I picked up him! As soon as we got home mommy (me) put them right on the fridge! :)