Monday, October 15, 2012

School/Halloween/Life Update :)


I still can't believe that my little guy is in school. He's doing so great and soon will be his first parent teacher conference! I'm pretty excited! He's been bringing books home so we can read too him and I absolutely love reading! Jayden is enjoying school so much that it puts a huge smile on my face! In the morning he gets up and ready to go! It's not even time to go yet and he's ready! Too cute! His best part about school is he gets to play with his friends and rides the best home afterwards! Jayden loves to ride the bus home it makes him feel like a bg boy! Jayden is growing up so fast! The other day he got his finger pinched at school and the nurse called me and said that his finger was turning purple! I didn't even let him ride the bus that day I was too worried and left went and got him! It wasn't even purple, but you could see the scratches! Poor little guy, but he's tough! :)

Halloween is coming up soon! I love this holiday! My favorite part about Halloween is watching all the scary movies, but now since I have my little boy I love taking him trick or treating! :) He loves candy, but what kid doesn't! He's definately a candy freak! Every day when he wake up "I want candy!" Too cute! Jayden is going to love trick or treating now that he's a little older! I love candy too so that's where he probably gets it from! Halloween is a fun holiday were you get to dress up and be someone different for one day! I just love this holiday! I love all scary movies! I like those cheesy kind such as Scream, Halloween, IT, Chucky, Nightmare On Elm Street, Paranormal Activity, Jaws, The Crazies, Texas Chainsaw, SAW, The Mist, Pet Semetary, Friday the 13th! Well, those are a few of my favorite scary movies for Halloween! What are your favorite movies that you liketo watch? Comment, below! :)

I need to do something else to do with my life! Hs father and I still aren't back together and its been since the beginning of May! I'm not sure how much longer I can go through this! Its killing me not being with him! I never even thought this would happen to us at all! We are a family and families don't give up on each other! We did fight, but I don't want to do that anymore! I want to do the right thing and start over for our family! I really want him back so bad, but I think it's too late! It's so hard to love someone and then they love someone else instead! It hurts so much! All I want is another chance to do the right thing over because I do love him so much and I care for him a lot! I didn't show him how much I loved him or how much I appreciated him! I did all the wrong things! Now I'm wanting to do the right things for him, but I don't think I will have that chance! I didn't want this I want to be with him and Jayden, all of us together again like were suppose to. I'm sorry that I fought, but I was just trying to keep us together! I didn't want to lose you! I want to try again and do the right thing for our family! I don't want to be this kind of family! I want to be the type of family who is always there for each other, who don't give up, and a family who loves one another! No matter how hard you never give up! I just want that chance to do the right thing! Second chances are always good if you try!



 
I love you Jayden no matter what with all of my heart you will always be my baby boy! You are my entire world and I will never leave your side! You are growing up to be such a handsome man! You are my pride & Joy! Thank you God for giving me the best gift ever! :)


 

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