Update: Jayden goes to school and Life is getting better!

 

Let's just start with the fact I'm not very happy how Jayden got to experience his first day on the bus in the morning! As we were walking to the school bus my mom asked the lady if she was running late and she said yes like in a bad attitude! Then my mom said that I was riding on the bus the first day with Jayden because he was already scared. She was like did you tell the school that in a bad attitude! I'm not happy that this has happen to my little guy! First day on the bus is suppose to be a good experience. He won't be riding on the bus until he gets old and can stand up for himself. Otherwise Jayden going to school has been getting a little better. The first few days he bawled for me since he has been getting wa too attached to me! I know that he loves it though he alway talks about how much fun he has after school and gets to play outside! I miss him when he's gone it's so different him not being here in the morning, but I'm so happy to see him when I pick him up! The second day of school in the hallway he start running towards me and said "MOMMY!" It was so cute! I love him so much! He's my entire life and wouldn't know what I do without him! He's my  best friend and I will always be there for him! I hope the next couple of days goes better for him and he starts getting use to going There! I'm just not happy about the whole bus thing, but I will be talking to the principle and the bus barn about what happen this morning and that the lady shouldn't be a bus driver. I know as he gets use to school he will start loving it and have tons of fun. I know as he gets a little older that he's gonna want to stay the night at someone house with his friends and start going to birthday parties. I don't even want to think about those days yet. I can't believe how much he is growing up! He just turned three years of age September 7th and he's doing much better now! He had his tonsils taken out on his birthday and for a whole week it was a nightmare, but thank god he is much better! We love you Jayden everything will get better I promise! Things maybe hard right now, but it will be okay at the end everything will get better! I know we've made mistakes in our lives and I'm sorry! Daddy loves you very much and he's sorry for everything! In a couple of months though this will all be over with and we will be a family again! School will also get better for you! I promise! You will be okay at school there are tons of teachers that will be by your side and that will protect you! It maybe hard at first, but it gets better and you'll start enjoying it! The bus might of not been fun at first, but that's not your fault don't blame yourself. Maybe we went to fast for the bus, but your always talking about it and wanted to go on it like a big boy! I'm so proud of you how far you have already came in life! Your such a big boy! Jayden goes to morning developmental preschool cause of his speech and his velo-cardio-facial syndrome. They teach him blocks, numbers, alphabet and ect.. He mostly loves to play outside and he's definately my little dare devil. He's not scared of anything and will climb on anything possible even jumping off of it.

Jayden is now three years of age with velo-cardio-facial syndrome like mommy! I'm hoping he dont have a life like I had when I was a little girl! I may seem like I had a bad childhood, but really I just got made fun of a lot when I was little. I got made fun of the way I talk because people are very cruel and some are still cruel.... I want him to know that I am always here for him when someone pick on him. His daddy will also be there as well. We love you Jayden and want you to have a good life. We want to give you everything that you want and need because you deserve it. Your going through a lot in life, but your being a big boy about it. I know you miss your daddy and I do too, but we all love you and we will take care of you thorughout your whole life. I can't believe your going to school. I cant wait to pick him up and give him tons of hugs and kisses! Mommy and daddy loves you very much Jayden with all of our hearts no matter what!

Your daddy and I will be back together again soon! I promise you that! He's not happy who he is with and he's sorry for hurting us! They always fight and never get a long! I wish  could help him, but I can't he said he has done this to himself. I ddin't want non of this and I told daddy that she wasn't right for him because they have nothing in common and she is just to jealous of a person! She has tried to keep your daddy away from me and from talking to each other! She's going to have to get use to it because we had you together! Soon in the next couple of months though I'm hoping we will be back together again. When taxes come around she is hopefully going to find her own place and we will be back together again! As a happy little family we use to be! I'm sorry this all happen it had nothing to do with you it was us! I love him very much with all of my heart! Even though he may have hurt me really bad I still love him cause he was always and still is there for us no matter what! He loves you to and miss you a lot. Now that he has his own car he will be able to come and pick you up and be with you anytime he wants. We can all even three spend time together as well. It's going to get better I know that for sure. I know that we will never be friends again. The girl he is with was my best friend, but not anymore! She lost my trust and she betrayed me! I would of never done anything like this to either of them! I have a big heart and care for others way to much! I love him and always will. I appreiciate everything he has done for us! I may not of shown it before, but I am now because I love and care for you!

 

 

Grandpa's Boy!