I love my son Jayden and I love taking pictures :)

Hello my follow peeps! :)

   I'm really trying my best to make good stories for my bloggers, but it seems like I'm not doing a good job cause of no feedback! Anyways, Jayden is loving school he's having so much fun there! His first conference is coming up and I hope they say nothing but good things about him! It's been hard though trying to get him to take a afternoon nap! He's been taking late ones and if he does that he's cranky as heck! That means it's harder for him to go too bed by 10 and wake up in the morning! When that happens he's cranky in the morning and doesn't want to get dressed, but as soon as he sees the school he's excited! It seems like since he got his tonsils and adnoids out though that he's been sick a lot and I don't like it! It seems like one thing after another! Well, still trying to potty train this kid and it's been difficult! I really need to be sitting him on that potty more often! I can't keep affording these diapers! I'm only getting two days of work and that's pretty much it! That doesn't help at all. I do get ssi for my disiability, but most of my money goes to my 2 big bills that I have! My cell phone bill is crazy just for one person it's $92.00 and I have a title loan that I got left with $192.10 every month and that kills me right there because then I have no money at all! It's hard to keep buying diapers and wipes! I'm trying to find like another job over the internet! I was hoping that I could make good stories and could write blogs for money! That's pretty easy to do! I also see people selling avon and stuff like that, but I don't think I could be a good seller though! I need to find another thing! I've always wanted to go back to college, but I can't afford it out of my pocket! I want to become a photographer because I love taking photos! I will share a few of them with you! I'm hoping that things will still start to look up for us because we need a miracle! We need his daddy back with us again because Jayden misses him so much! I still can't believe that we are broken up from almost 4 years of being together! It's been 6th months now since all this happen and I still can't get over all of it! I'm just so heartbroken on how all this happen! Jayden loves his Halloween costume! He's going to be Iron Man this year and last night we put it on him he didn't want to take it off he was already loving it! Okay, that sums everything up I'm going to share my photos with you just like I do in every blog! Please send some feedback! :)

                                           

Random blog! :)

Yep, that's me Nicole! YAY! ^_^ Welcome!

 

Okay guys! :) Help me out here! How in the heck do I do those nice layouts like everyone else has? These simple ones are kind of dull and that's why you just recently seen a whole bunch of changes! I was trying to figure out the heading and title to change to my own graphics and such! How do you even make those? Driving me crazy! I been trying to figure it out for years and stil haven't been able too! UGH! It's so frustrating! Would any of you be generous enough to help a young lady out? Thanks!

I'm also gonna talk a little about myself because I haven't really introduced who I am! My name is Nicole & I'm 26 years of age! As you all can tell from my blog stories I'm a proud parent of a little boy whom I love dearly! He is my entire life and no matter what I will always be there for him every step of his life! I will never leave his side because that's what a mother does she stands by him every day no matter how hard life gets she's there! I'm his mother and that's what I'll be to him! I love being a mommy! Being a mommy has changed my life! I wouldn't change being a mommy no matter what because being a mommy is who I am! As being a mom taught me to grow up and be a better person! Like any other mother we could just sit here all day and talk about our children! They are so preicous to us no matter what we should always cherish the moments we have with them!

Here's more about Jayden and I like I've said in my very first blog post if you've been following me we both have velo-cardio-facial syndrome which I will give the link to you so you can understand it better than I can! Just some random facts about myself are just like any normal person! Mostly, I love the color pink, I drink a lot of Mt. Dew, I love my energy drinks, I love movies and music, I'm a huge Twilight fan and Taylor Launter! I like to read books, but I can't seem to sit down through the whole book to actually read it especially since my face is connected to the internet at the moment! I love country music, practically any kinds to like I said country, rap, hiphop, hardcore and rock! When I was little; well, I still am pretty small for my age! teehee.. I use to love Nsync I had a huge thing for Justin Timberlake! It was crazy how full my room was with those guys! I still have all 4 Nsync dolls in my closet! :) I'm addicted to Facebook! Yep, I said it I'm a facebooker! Who else here is? I love taking pictures! It's my passion! I will also share a few with you! I love to scrapbook as well it's somuch fun! I love food, but who doesn't! Around here we love pizza and tacos! I'm a huge junk food eater! I love my chocolate! It's crazy what a heartbreak can do to a hardcore junkfood eater! lol

My dislikes are: I hate when the computer starts to slow down and I lose internet right when I type a huge paragph! Like now if I lose internet I'm going to scream because this is long and I won't be able to remember what I typed! I dislike how my phone doesn't charge during the day! Like I have it charged through the whole night and then during the day bam it's DEAD! I hate being cold unless you have a snuggle buddy then your pretty lucky person! I don't like driving in the snow at all. I hate having dry skin! Ugh that irritates me! I hate being sick! OMG! I just completely suck at being sick! I hate seing my son sick too. I hate it when I'm late for something like if I'm late for work I always worry that I'm going to get into trouble since I need my job. I work at McDonald's by the way!

Well, I think that sums it up a little bit, but seriously give me feedback on how I can do those fancy layouts like everyone else does because maybe that will also help me get more comments and more views too! Thanks a bunch guys for following me all these years!

Bye! :)

It's my curly hair yo and I'm loving it guys! What do you all think of it? It's so freaking cute! I totally wish that I could have more time to do my hair like this more often because I do love it! With a child on my hands 24/7 though it's kind of hard to do! That's a part of parenting though! The picture I posted above and this picture right here are my absolute favorites that I have tooken! The picture above is my facebook profile picture! I'm just too cute! :) lol... Anyways, like I said help me with some feedback and let me know what else I can do to make my site better for my fellow viewers! I'm also wanting to do different hairstyles as well because donig the same hairstyles over and over again it's just plain! I've been looking things up on youtube, but if you girls have any suggestions let me know as well! I may even start my own hairstyle blog too. I've got my own site model blog and body fitness blog! You should all check them out and help me as well! I love the feedback if I could get some that would be fantastic! By the way I'm a huge texter! I hate when people call I don't know it's like talking on the phone people talk forever and they just don't shut up! Your probably thinking the samething about me on here huh! lol

 

 

THANKS ^_^

Halloween is soon :)

Jayden is so ready for Halloween! He's a big junk food eater so he's gonna love all the candy he will get this year! My little man is going to be Iron Man this year for Halloween! He has a cute pumpkin that I will share with everyone! I'm trying my best to write good blogs and update as well and I get tons of viewers, but NO comments! What are some ways to make a good blog so I can get comments as well? Anways, Jayden got sick on Monday and threw up around 2AM in the morning then Tuesday all he did was lay around! Poor guy been through alot! Then came around Wednesday he was feeling alot better to go too school. He was happy lil guy, but then here comes Thursday and I got sick in the morning! All I did was lay around and sleep on and off it was horrible! I hate being sick I just plain suck at it. We both only threw up once which makes me think it was just the bug that's going around where I live at in Iowa! I'm glad it was done and over with because I hate seeing my little guy sick it makes me feel horrible that I really can't do much for him, but what all of us mommies can do though is give them lots of lovin' and hugs! :) I can't believe that Jayden's first school pictures are on Monday! I'm so excited that I can't wait to see them! Ahhh. I just can't believe how much he has grown up already there are days though where I want him to be a baby again, but then again these days are just as precious as he was a little baby! I love you Jayden and don't forget that forever and always I will be by your side no matter what happens in life I'm there! No matter what I'm gonna be by your side every step of the way no matter how hard life may get I will be there! Your my sunshine always! :)

 

 

So, I'm wondering for my viewers what will make my blog better because I get a lot of views, but no comments! What am I doing wrong? What should I do? If you could let me know that would be a lot of help! I'm trying my best to make a good blog for everyone and I love sharing my stories with you too, but I can't seem to get anywhere with my blog! What to do? Should I do less photos or less stories? Or do you like my photos and don't like my stories! I mean come on people I need some feedback on what I can do to make my blog better for you guys out there in the world to see! Should I do videos and share them?I figured if I put my photos a certain way to make my blog look a little better that would help as well. What do you guys think of it?  I do have a youtube that I can share my videos on here with you guys! I need feedback on what I should do more with my blog. Thank you!

 

 

School/Halloween/Life Update :)

I still can't believe that my little guy is in school. He's doing so great and soon will be his first parent teacher conference! I'm pretty excited! He's been bringing books home so we can read too him and I absolutely love reading! Jayden is enjoying school so much that it puts a huge smile on my face! In the morning he gets up and ready to go! It's not even time to go yet and he's ready! Too cute! His best part about school is he gets to play with his friends and rides the best home afterwards! Jayden loves to ride the bus home it makes him feel like a bg boy! Jayden is growing up so fast! The other day he got his finger pinched at school and the nurse called me and said that his finger was turning purple! I didn't even let him ride the bus that day I was too worried and left went and got him! It wasn't even purple, but you could see the scratches! Poor little guy, but he's tough! :)

Halloween is coming up soon! I love this holiday! My favorite part about Halloween is watching all the scary movies, but now since I have my little boy I love taking him trick or treating! :) He loves candy, but what kid doesn't! He's definately a candy freak! Every day when he wake up "I want candy!" Too cute! Jayden is going to love trick or treating now that he's a little older! I love candy too so that's where he probably gets it from! Halloween is a fun holiday were you get to dress up and be someone different for one day! I just love this holiday! I love all scary movies! I like those cheesy kind such as Scream, Halloween, IT, Chucky, Nightmare On Elm Street, Paranormal Activity, Jaws, The Crazies, Texas Chainsaw, SAW, The Mist, Pet Semetary, Friday the 13th! Well, those are a few of my favorite scary movies for Halloween! What are your favorite movies that you liketo watch? Comment, below! :)

I need to do something else to do with my life! Hs father and I still aren't back together and its been since the beginning of May! I'm not sure how much longer I can go through this! Its killing me not being with him! I never even thought this would happen to us at all! We are a family and families don't give up on each other! We did fight, but I don't want to do that anymore! I want to do the right thing and start over for our family! I really want him back so bad, but I think it's too late! It's so hard to love someone and then they love someone else instead! It hurts so much! All I want is another chance to do the right thing over because I do love him so much and I care for him a lot! I didn't show him how much I loved him or how much I appreciated him! I did all the wrong things! Now I'm wanting to do the right things for him, but I don't think I will have that chance! I didn't want this I want to be with him and Jayden, all of us together again like were suppose to. I'm sorry that I fought, but I was just trying to keep us together! I didn't want to lose you! I want to try again and do the right thing for our family! I don't want to be this kind of family! I want to be the type of family who is always there for each other, who don't give up, and a family who loves one another! No matter how hard you never give up! I just want that chance to do the right thing! Second chances are always good if you try!

 

I love you Jayden no matter what with all of my heart you will always be my baby boy! You are my entire world and I will never leave your side! You are growing up to be such a handsome man! You are my pride & Joy! Thank you God for giving me the best gift ever! :)