Life in general

Good morning blogger friends! :)

It's been really crazy around my house lately because way to much has been going on. We've both been so stressed out that we are taking it on each other. I hate it when we fight because it gets to the point were I can't take much more of it. We have talked it through a couple times and I am hoping that this weekend we have some time to ourselves such as going out to eat or something fun! We haven't done something like that in forever and it would be really nice. I am tired of us fighting all the time. My boyfriend told me that I need to realize what I got in front of me. I have a wonderful boyfriend, a son, a car and a house! There's a lot of people that don't have any of that. I need to stop being so shelfish and start thinkin' of others!

For the most part though our son Jayden has been driving us crazy because he whines over everything, but I guess that's a 2 year old for ya. It doesn't help though that my boyfriend has all these toys and every time he plays with it such as his rc traxx remote control car. Jayden loves that thing and expects to be outside at night in the cold and play, but he can't when the weather is like that. He comes in and starts bawling his head off and it really gets to us cause we do everything to calm him down.

I need a change in my life. I'm tired of sitting at home and not doing anything. I wish I could go back to college, but I can't pay for it out of my pocket. I wish I could travel the world or do the things i've  been wanting to do such as going on an air balloon, going to Chicago and New York City! I would love to do some of those things in my life!

The holidays really sucked probably not gonna have a family thing again because of the way it went. I was so pissed off that day, but I got over it. I may still be a little frustrated over it, but not as bad as I was that day. Let's just say that it could of been better and that it could of been handled better as well. My son has never been egg hunting before and didn't know to put the eggs in the basket. Next year is going to be totally different. We will probably end up doing things on our own!

Work lately has sucked! I was arguing with my boss yesterday because I got screwed over! I feel bad for the person cause of her husband dieing, but she came in and told Chrystal that she was available Tuesday & on. So I asked Chrystal what was going on because I ws working Monday thru Saturday and I don't have daycare! Chrystal told me that she was available Tuesday and on for me to ask Maggie if I can give my hours to her (Tuesday & Thursday), but Maggie was busy and I asked Kristi. She said it was okay for me to contact the lady and gave me her number! I called the lady and she said she was coming back to her regular schedule and i said alright! I told her if she can't do it let me know and that's when I got screwed over! My boss talked to me yesterday and told me I had no right to contact that lady, but she is the one whom gave me her number. There saying that I contacted the lady before I even spoke to them which is wrong cause I only contacted her once. I was pissed and was arguing back and now I am gonna lose some of my hours cause of this bullshit. I feel bad for the lady, but if you aren't ready to come back to work then don't come in and say your available Tuesday & forward then screw me over! Thinking about finding another job after that and if my hours shorten because I ain't gonna get treated like shit.... I'm sorry I do feel bad for her, but don't screw me over! McDonald's sucks!