This is just going to be a random blog about everything. As for the title I just like that quote and it's true we all live lif one day at a time. Life for me has been awesome. What has your life been like?? I've got a great boyfriend and our relationship couldn't be any better. We use to argue all the time because I didn't think he loved me anymore, but now I'm starting to realize that he loves me because he's been showing it more then he use to. He would never want to kiss, hug or say "I love you" to me and I don't know why. I know I am controlling, but I love him and I don't want to lose him. I hate that he does other things without me and never wants to spend anytime with me. I get jealous really easily and trust me I hate it because then it's like he's stepping away from me. Now a days we have been doing great and I love it that way. If you are wondering how long we have been together almost 3 years of May 17th, 2011 of next year. I've been doing better not wanting to be with him 24/7. I realized that everybody loves to have there own space, but I don't want it to the point where he never wants to spend time with me or to the point where he breaks up with me. I love him so much because he's always been there for me through everything through the bad times and the good times. I'm hoping that we will be together for along time even though he's not the marrying type because I love him so much. If we ever broke up I think I would be devasted for along time, but I will always remember that I got Jayden to love me for who I am.
We have a 1 year old son whom I am getting worried about because he isn't eatting a whole lot. Tomorrow I am calling the dr.s office because I don't want him to end up in the hospital. I hate knowing that something could be wrong with my son. He has this thing called Velo-Cardio-Facil Syndrome. The same syndrome that I have (his mommy) and I hate it. So far he's normal and don't have anything wrong with him, but the missing chromosome. I posted another blog about VCFS on the bottom. Actually, that was my first blog that i ever posted. Jayden is also teething alot more then usual. He now has 4 teeth on top and 2 teeth on bottom and more to come. I know that he is teething again because he's drooling really bad, fussy, bad dirty diapers and a runny nose. I'm trying sippy cups now during the day and before he goes to bed he gets a bottle. I am also going to start him on potty training because I don't want to start too late and then it be even harder to train. He is almost 18 months anyways because on the potty train box it says 18 months and older. I love my baby boy he means the world to me and I will always have someone to love me back as much as I love him. Jayden is already saying a few words such as "hi" is his favorite word and "Hey". Jayden almost said "Trey" which is his uncle that he loves. (:
Life sometimes suck though since I stay home all day long. Don't get me wrong I love staying home with my son, but it would be nice to have a job again. I use to work at this stupid place called Culvers, but I quit because I couldn't stand the managers anymore. The managers sucked because they favorited alot and they wouldn't really let me do anything there, but run the food. I understand that I can't count money back very well, but there are other things to do there to. It was just stupid because I asked for Winter off and work during the Summer because I use to live out in the country and the plowers didn't come down the road and we had to shovel for ourselves. They expect me to go slow even with my son in the car, but I understand that I already knew I am suppose to go slow with my son in the car, DUH! They told me to hand in my hat and shirt and never told me why so I figured I was fired. They called me, but I didn't answer because I was kind of mad and didn't want to talk to them. This was the time I was prego with Jayden and after I got off of maternity leave I asked for my job back and they said "NO" which is stupid. They hired other people there more the 4 times and they wont' hire me back. That's okay it's there own fault the lost a good worker because all the customers there loved me.
I hoep that I really get to go too bed soon because I'm really tired. I've got the early bird who wants to wake up at 6:30am in the morning which sucks. I guess it's a good thing though because when he starts school he will no when to get up in the morning.
This is my longest post ever. I don't really know how to end it. Other then I love my life and I have a great family with great friends.
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