Poor little guy!

Today's agenda wasn't suppose to be planned this way! I had to work 11 to 2 and got off a little early too! After work we had to take Jayden to the ear, nose and throat docotor for his tonsils. When we went to peds his broncihtis was fine it went away, but his tonsils was still big! Today when we went to the doctor he said his tonsils were enormous to the poing were they were touching. So, on his SADLY on his birthday he gets his tonsils/abnoids removed! My poor little guy he just seems like no matter what he's going through something! First, he had amonia at the beginning of the month and then he got bronchitis then he has to get his tonsils removed. One thing after another, but good thing is he might be going to school soon.  On Monday we go to Grimes school with the AEA Staffing meeting and meet some teachers! Then hopefully, the 17th he will be starting school. I know little man will enjoy school. He definately loves playing with other kids, but I'm scared for him because he is starting to talk more, but he still mumbles too. I don't want the other kids making fun of him and then Jayden not being able to say something to the teachers if there mean to him. I'm happy, but then I'm scared! I sure hope he does okay he is strong like his daddy. Well, tomorrow I actually have off because I had to request it off. I usually work every weekend, but I have no babysitter for tomorrow. It's actually nice to have a Saturday off for a while I have next Saturday off too. I get to spend more time with my son which is always nice! We won't be able to eat lunch at a restraunt cause I have no money, but maybe I will take him to the park or go downtown and play in the water if it's nice enough! I love my little man with all of my heart and wouldn't know what I do without him.He maybe hard to handle at times, but no matter what I love him with all of my heart and soul. :)

Today's agenda

Well, I've decided to make another blog about site modeling! I thought it be a different expierence and fun to do! Today we took the movies back and rented more! Then my little guy had to have blood work done and we went to eat at Hardee's for lunch! We went to the docotor to check about his tonsils and they are over larged. There is no redness, but he asked us if he snores and wakes up cranky! He's always snoring and he is a huge grouch when he wakes up! My poor little man! We go back to the docotor tomorrow after I get off work to the ear, nose throat docotor to see if he needs them removed! My little man is going through so much right now in life! It's so sad.

Life could be better!

Be thankful for what you got in life because someday you may never know when it's gone! Appreciate them as well because if they are there for you then that means they care for you! Don't complain about the things you don't got because what's more important is the things you have in life! Be happy for what you got in life because if your not happy, you don't be thankful and you don't appreciate then you never know when you lose them! I've learned that in the past three months I've been heartbroken! I'm thankful to have my son in my life! He always knows how to make his mommy smile and laugh. but I just wish things could be different! I wish that I would of learned my lesson sooner because Jayden would still have his parents together!

On the other note: Life can be good at times! We still spend time together and text each other which is always nice! I love being around him and spending so much time with him! He means a lot to me and so does Jayden! I've been trying to find us more entertaining things to do in life besides sit at home and do nothing! It's hard though with barely any money and the job I've got. I've been searching for internet jobs like if I can earn money on blogging?

If you have any ideas for me please let me know! I'm trying to make my site a little better, but I really don't know what to talk about or how to make my blogger design better? I wanna do a site modeling blogging because that's what I've been doing on facebook too.

Tomorrow we find out if little guy gets his tonsils taken out or not because he's been sick a lot this month! At the beginning of the month he had amonia and then in the middle of the month he had bronchitis. I sure hope he don't have surgery cause I know what they are all about. I had my tonsils taken out because they though that would help with my speech, but it didn't help!

So, if you have any ideas on a blogging ideas that would be much appreciated! I love watching The Secret Life, watching movies, facebook, my son, family and friends, music, food, and youtube videos!

Thank you to whomever reads my blogs! It be nice to have some comments on here as well.
Sincerely, Nicole

:)

Be happy no matter how hard life can be!

Jayden is my hero, my everything, my miracle who keeps me moving forward everyday of my life! No matter how hard life can be at times he is always there to keep me smiling! I love my son with all of my heart no matter what anybody says! He's my little boy forever!

I've learned a lot about life these past couple months. My first lesson was to appreciate the things you got until you lose them. That's very important in life cause you never know what may happened at the end! My second lesson learned is to be happy with life! Everyone has a rough life, but there are people out there who have it harder than we do. People who have no homes, no money, food, nothing! Imagine being those people!  We should all think about others life isn't just about YOU think about them what there going through! My third lesson I learned is not to fight! Fighting doesn't get you anywhere in life! You gotta be patient and things at the end will always work out!
Even with my little boy he can be hard to handle at times, but I've learned to be patient with him! He's important and my first priority!  My little angel means everything to me! I love you Jayden!
I have also learned to cook. My favorite is enchilada casserole! Also been taking my little man to the park and downtown to play in the water! Realized that I can't stay in all day and be depressed I've got to be there for my little boy! Things have been doing better for us! We have been getting along so well. He even sent me and Jayden a good morning thinking about you guys text message!  Made me smile! Can't fight with him cause that's not gonna get us no where! I'm happy that things have been going so well. I'm hoping someday that you'll change your mind! I want to make you happy! I don't want to make anymore mistakes! I know that everything isn't perfect, but I want to make us perfect! :)

Kisses from Jayden and I we hope you all enjoy our pictures and posts!

 We live, learn and love life everyday! :)