Yes, I'm freaking excited that I can finally be on my blogging site and start updating again. I couldn't figure out my username or password worth of nothing! Now that I finally did I can update on what's been happening in our lives!
To start off with it all started in the beginning of May! Justin and I have broken up and no longer living together. I'm back at my parents house and my little guy has been going back and forth. Trust me, I've been trying to get him back! I have NO MORE best friend at all because she was seeing him behind my back, but of course I still love him because we were together for almost 4 years! We are still hanging out and talking because of our son! The thing is he don't want to be with my "use to be best friend" anymore, but I don't know cause he don't seem like he's trying hard enough to get her out of the house! I feel like everything has been taken away from me because it has been! :( This has been the roughest 2 months of my life because Justin is my true love! :( I'm glad though that we are hanging out and still talking because I don't think I could ever live with myself! I know that Jayden is there, but I feel like there's something missing a part of me that is missing!
It's been hard on Jayden going back and forth because ever since he has been born Jayden has been with his father, but now everything has been taken away! I feel so bad for my little man because he loves his daddy so much! Justin is a wonderful father and would do anything for his son!
Well, all I know is that were not friends anymore and I will never forgive her for doing this too me! I'm done with her because friends don't do this to each other which is why Karma is a bitch! Goodbye "use to be best friend" for good......
I've got tons of pictures to share with everyone and hoping that maybe someday soon Justin and I will be back together again! I started to write in a journal so I wouldn't hold everything inside because you know the saying a quiet one should never hold anything in! I'm glad though that we still talk and hang out that always makes me happy..
I can't believe that my son will be 3 years of age this year and going to school. I'm excited for him, but scared at the same time as well.... He's still in diapers! I know for sure that he is ready to be potty trained. Last night he kept taking his diaper off and off which was frustrating so I decided to put underwear on him! I put him on the potty and he wouldn't go! Put his underwear on then a few seconds later I walked away and his undewear was off while he peed on the carpet! UGH! Stubborn little boy!
He definately loves going to the park and playing and bonding with his mommy! We've been having alot of bonding time together and he's loving it.
Love going out to the Mall and eatting Pizza and tacos together! We always have fun...I love him so much and would do anything for him to smile! I'm fighting for what I love and I am fighting for his daddy back. I'm fighting for my family to be back together again!
This is my MY SECRETS video that I have posted on my youtube channel. If you don't know already. I have a youtube channel and I've had it over a year maybe two years! Check it out my user name is LifeAsNicole..... Go to the link I shared with you on the bottom and it's called My Secrets, but I also have more videso as well. Check it out...
