Keep your head up, girl.

I'm so excited I get to go out tonight with my friends! Were going to dinner & movies and I'm pretty stoked about it. My friend and I are going to see Guilt Trip & we are eating at Buffalo Wild Wings! My, mom, son and I just got done picking out videos at the video store and shopping! I got a few good movies such as Fireproof with Kirk Cameron, Beauty Briefcase with Hillary Duff and Picture This with Ashley Tisdale! I can't wait to watch them this weekend and I'm also finishing 21 Jump Street tonight with Channing Tatum! I am very excited for the upcoming plans I have a head of us for my family. I'm planning on checking into Greenway Of Burlington on Monday to see if I am eligable to get an apartment there! I can't wait to get my title loan paid off this month also! Life is going to get better rather people like it or not. If my parents don't like the fact I am moving soon then that's not my problem! I am 26 years of age and think it's time to be out on my own! I know that I can do this cause I believe in myself and setting my heart on it. I'm going to save up money also for a new car and a laptop computer as well. It's going to be hard saving up so much money, but at the end I know it'll be worth it. I need to keep my head up not for myself, but for my son as well because he needs me to be there for him! I need to have a better life for us instead of always being depressed. Being depressed all the time isn't going to get us anywhere in life which is why I am starting to make big changes for us! I'm hoping once we get our own place that everything will work out smoothly! Anyways, another week off from work which means more quality time with my son! He means the world to me no matter what. I love him with all of my heart and soul. God gave me the most precious gift ever!

We had fun the other day at the Mall with my good friend! Took some pictures, at pizza and rode some rides as well. We also did a little shopping. I love spending time with him. It's not about spending money on our kids it's about spending quality time with them! I love taking many pictures of my son. They are memories that I will always cherish!

Love my son with all of my heart! I am such a proud mother to a wonderful little boy! I couldn't ask for anything better then to have him in my life! If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be who I am today! He has changed my life in many ways! I have been more grown up and mature then I use to be.

PROUD MAMMA!

Being called "MOM" is a blessing!

My Confessions

Confessions from "I love being a mommy!"

These are my confessions from the facebook confessions game! Here is how you play: Put as your status "Like it up confessions game" and then every like you get you post another status as a confessions! Easy & Simple! Now everyone go have facebook fun and enjoy!

Nicole Marie Kindig

1. I've got a problem and it's called "Facebook Addiction.

2. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to be alone forever.
3. I love shopping way too much.
4. I have a triple life! Work Life, Home Life, Blog Life.
5. Sometimes, I hate myself.
6. I've thought about commiting suicide before I thought about my son & then realized that he's so important to me and I have to live for him!!!!!!!
7. I just love my true friends.
8. I'm a youtube nerd and love making videos.
9. I use to love *Nsync! Justin Timberlake was my favorite.
10. I love country music: Rascal Flatts & Luke Bryan!
11. I'm a huge movie buff! (Twilight)
12. I love my son with all of my heart! He means the entire world to me no matter what! I'm a good mother and always have been!
13. I look 16, but really I am 26 years of age!
14. I don't get enough sleep anymore!
15. I don't wanna grow up, but I know that I have to.
16. I suck at making blogs and youtube videos.
17. I'm not a river rat, but love going on the river.
18. I use to go camping every summer.
19. I had a big crush on Freddie Prinze Jr.
20. I miss the way MTV use to be back in the day.
21. I hate watching Teen Mom now it's all fake!
22. I have to wear socks around the house no matter what!!
23. Chocolate is really good especially with cookie dough!
24. I'm a true person I hate fake people.
25. I've had my heart broken pretty badly.
26. I'm obsessed with Taylor Lautner!

Don't be scared & share your confessions! I wold love to see what everyone has to say about there own confessions! I think that these kind of blogs are fun for everyone! It's like one of those "get to know one another!"

New changes of my blog!

I've been sitting here all day long thinking about what I can do to change things up a bit with my blog! I have been searching for ideas on how to make it more interesting. I've decided to make it an every day life of family, friends, favorites, recipes, and many more! I'm wanting to make my blog more interesting to others so that I can get feedback and helpful hints or ideas on what I should do to make a better blog! I'm wanting to make a better blog, not just for the money even though that would be truly nice, but to meet new people and make new friends! From now on things will be a little different around here maybe more contests, giveaways and definitely photos! I just thought I point that out to everyone that does follow me on blogger before I start with any postings! I'm not going to change the name maybe I'll change the description up a bit, but I'll always keep the name cause my life evolves around my son no matter what he's my first priority! I love my son he's my entire world and I do anything for him! Maybe I could also do some book reviews and movie quotes! I'll make it an every day life kind of thing! I will change it up and make sure that I will keep up to date with all of my postings as well. As for now that's all I had to point out before I started to do anything, but I'll probably do a little biography first! Kind of a fresh start for the new year! *2013*

Name: Nicole              
Age: 26
Height: 5'0:
Weight 95lbs.
Eyes; Hazel
Hair: Brown
Shoe size: 6 or 6 1/2
Favorite color: Pink & Baby Blue
Favorite Food(s): Pizza & Tacos
Favorite Movie: Twilight
Favorite Candy: Twizzlers
Favorite Soda: Mt. Dew
School year: 2005
Occupationg: Mommy & Part-Time at McDonalds

Love photography, modeling, scrapbooking, cooking, reading, blogging, facebook, summer, movies, music, cuddling, texting, energy drinks, working out, and playing video games!

Happy New Year! *2013*

   HAPPY NEW YEAR! *2013* (January 1st, 2013)

Cheers to the new year! The last chapter of the book is finally done that means let's open a new chapter and start a new beginning, but better! I've got lots of new goals set for my life! I didn't make a new years resolution because I never even accomplish it anyways! Here's my plan: Pay off my title loan which is almost done. I've only got $279 left and I'm going to pay that off so it can be done and over with! I will most definitely won't do it ever again! It's a long process and it's overwhelming to keep up with the payments! Anyways, then I'm going to save up more and more money to get the heck out of my parents place because it's just not working out! There are way too many struggles that I just can't deal with anymore! They are way to strict that I just can't stand the fact my son can't do anything my parents place! We need to be out of my parents place not just because we are struggling, but because it's that time now to move on and do better things with our lives! I'm a grown mother and need to be out on my own! I do not want to live with my parents for the rest of my life! It's time now to move and be more mature about life! Then it's time to save more money cause I need a new car! It's not the fact it's not working it's just another one of those time thing again it's kind of falling apart! They are things that can be fixed, but I want a nicer car as well. I know, you guys are probably saying "Hey, at least you got a running car!" Yes, you are right on that one! I'm glad I do have a car because if I didn't have one we wouldn't be going anywhere! I would just like to update on a newer car for once! I'm also wanting to buy a laptop computer, but I'm thinking if I save up enough money that will come in between everything and then we really need some new clothes! I guess you could say I kind of have a new years resolution, but more like goals and plans for the new year! Mostly, I just need to start saving up money because someday down the road I want to go back to college! Maybe do a few online classes so I can still be home with my little man! I know that I can do this as long as I set my heart on it and push myself hard not to spend money when I don't need certain things then I know I can do it! I believe in myself that I can do anything I want to if I just set my heart on it! It's going to be a long and hard progress, but it will happen! I'm hoping that everyone was safe tonight on New Years! I can't believe it's January 1st, 2013 approximately 12:54 AM as of right now! That is crazy how fast time flies anymore because my son isn't so little anymore! He's growing way to fast, but it's okay because no matter what I will always cherish every moment!


My little man means the world to me no matter what! I love him so much with all of my heart! We may have our hard times, but no matter what I will always be there for him! I will cherish every moment we have together! He always knows how to put a smile on my face when I'm down! My little man always making me laugh cause he can be so silly! Even as soon as he wakes up he has a smile on his face! I'm ready to take brand new pictures for the new year and will definitely try to post them as soon as I can to share with everyone that still follows us!

My life story

It's been one heck of a week for my little boy! He has been sick for over a week now and I think he's finally getting better! Monday night on Christmas Even my parents took him to the emergency room while I was at work and thankfully my manager let me off early so I can be with my son! My son Jayden went in with a fever! The doctors said that he was dehydrated, bronchitis and rsv which is some sort of respiratory syncytial virus! He had his follow up with the pediactric doctor on Wednesday and his bronchitis is gone, but still has the rsv. Now he also has ear infections in both of his ears! God just needs to give my son a break! I'm tired of seeing my son sick all the time! I think they said he has a small immune system which is why he has been sick. This time though he wasn't admitted into the hospital like he was in 2011 because his oxygen was low, but this time since he's a little older his oxygen is keeping up with him! Besides with my son being sick we had a pretty good Christmas! He loved opening his presents that he didn't want to stop! He said "one more" cause he wanted to open more presents! He's so darn cute! Now he's on Christmas break and don't go back to school until January 2nd and I'm hoping he starts to feeling better by then because he loves school and riding the bus! We were thinking about taking him out of school because since he has been in school he's been sick a lot. We go to Iowa City on the 31st of December for his check up about his syndrome! I hate those long drives, but it's worth it for my son so we know that he is doing alright! His father and I are still split up which is still hard to believe! I"m hoping the year of 2013 will treat us a lot better because we could use a miracle! I can't even stand my ex best friend anymore for all the crap she has put me through! I don't want to speak to her or even see her anymore! I'm so through with our friendship that even if the do split up I won't talk to her or even be around her for what she has done to my life! She was always jealous of what I had and now she has it, but remember Karma is a bitch! My job has been doing good I have been there for almost 2 years now and I also got a raise! I am almost done with my title loan and when that is fully paid off I'm getting myself a laptop computer and hopefully finding a place to live on my own instead of with my parents! Most of the time I can't stand living with them because I'm constantly getting yelled at and they think I don't do nothing for my kid. Wrong, I do everything for my child I love my son with all of my heart! I'm hoping by next year though that his father and I will hopefully be back together soon! That would be great! Jayden keeps saying "I wanna go home," but of course that doesn't matter to his father cause yet we still aren't together! It's just so frustrating! I have to mention that I haven't start my period this month which has worried me a lot! I have had sex this month, but my tubes are tied too! It could just be stress and depression! Maybe I am worrying to much! Anyways, I guess that's enough rambling for now I'll keep updating about Jayden and when we go to Iowa City the 31st!

 

Thanksgiving Break!

First off, how was everyone's Thanksgiving break? We had our Thanksgiving at my mom's with my brother! It wasn't a big Thanksgiving it was just mediate family this year! I didn't mind that to much because when we are all together it seems like everything gets to become so overwhelming. My favorite part about Thanksgiving is spending time with family, but I can never get enough of that pumpkin pie and whip cream! Yummy! I'm pretty sure though my little boy was so bored over the break! We didn't do much, but stay home a lot because it's just too chilly outside for him! Now the day he goes back to school which was today I had to go get him about 10:30 because all he was doing was laying around! It's so weird though cause he was completely fine through all break and this morning! Even when he came home from school he was playing and running around the house! He has his check-up though Wednesday for his ears they wanted to see him back in 2 weeks he seems like he's doing better, but I can't get him to eat! Today he finally ate lunch which is really good. I don't like it when he don't eat because then I get worried. I love him way to much for anything to happen to my little punkin.' I've had tons of fun with him during Thanksgiving break! We watched movies, played, colored and made cookies too! He loves to help mommy make cookies.  He loves to make that sugar mess and he did the other day all over the floor, but he had fun.

It's always gonna be about my little man!

Jayden absolutely loved Halloween! Even after Halloween was over he still wanted to wear his costume! He kept taking it on and off non stop! It was cute, but had enough of it and put it away! We went downtown to the auditorium and Jayden got a bag full of candy! Sadly, we had to hide it because that's all he wanted to eat all day and every day! I'm sure if he could he probably would! This little boy loves his candy just like his momma does! He was so cute in his costume, but he's cute every day! I'm just happy that I took him there because at first I wasn't going to since everyone was ruining it for us! I didn't let that stop us though! We even seen friends that we knew and chatted with them for awhile which made the night even better! I'm just glad that we both had fun and we really enjoyed ourselves that night! I even treated him with McDonalds he did such a great job! He didn't run off at all, but once! Jayden is my little dare devil and started to walk down the stairs by himself! I grabbed him fast because I didn't want to lose him with all the people that was there! It was crazy! There was some pretty cool costumes there as well. Behind us was a pretty cool devil that I was surprised Jayden wasn't scared of. There was also one that had no head which was pretty cool. Next year Jayden said he wanted to be Spongbob or a Power Ranger! Those are his two favorites! Halloween was good to us this year! :)

My little man loves his Spongebob pillow! He carries it everywhere with him in the house and even sleeps with it! So cute! Jayden wasn't suppose to find it though because it was one of his Christmas presents, but I'm glad he enjoys having it because it makes him happy and that he should be! I love my little man and nobody can take him away from me! No matter what I am always there for him by his side every moment! Jayden is my pride and joy! He is whom makes me happy every day! We aren't prefect, but nobody is! He keeps me alive every day when I think about the negative! He puts a smile on my face in the morning bright and early! Jayden definately knows how to make us laugh! He's our little jokester! Jayden is also my little dare devil! He loves jumping off of everything which scares me have to death! I wouldn't let anything happen to him ever! I could never leave his side because I love him no matter what and I'm his momma and should always be there for him! Once you have a child in your hands that's a part of your life and you need to grow up and be a good parent to your child because that is what your suppose to do! If you don't want to be a good parent then you shouldn't be having any kids! I love my son no matter what because he is my miracle! God gave me the most precious gift ever!

So, I thought I just share a pretty cool picture that I took of myself a couple weeks ago! I love taking pictures! It's one of my favorite hobby's! It's a great passion to have because with pictures they don't change only the people in them change! I love this photo with the leaves and the trees behind me made it even better! I also edited my photo as well to make it a little better too because it needed some changes to it being a little blurry! I'm going to do more soon! I actually have more photos that I can share with everyone when I do my blogging! I try my best with making good stories and sometimes it actually be nice to get some feedback! I would love to have people let me know what they think! Well, that's it for now I hope you enjoy your day and spend your time with your little ones because they are important to be with! :)